Eidolon

by Awkward Convos

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1.
New Normal 03:14
I don't wanna spend another day Haunted by all these faces (yeah) I have no idea who you are Or what you intend to do I can't see myself with another 'cause there is no one else like you Am I an alien? Or am I a part of the human race? If this is the new normal I'd rather be an anomaly New Normal? I'd rather be an anomaly If this is the new normal I'd rather be an anomaly Feels like I've been here forever But I need to use this time wisely How can I get out of bed Knowing there's no place to go? If this is the new normal I'd rather be an anomaly New Normal? I'd rather be an anomaly If this is the new normal I'd rather be an anomaly
2.
Logging on I can hear you calling But I can't see you I can't see you It's sickening This extreme silence is Killing me It's Killing me (yeah) But you tell me That I'm not alone And you say that We're all on your side But I can't feel you 'cause my heart is broken You're so different from me Logging off I disconnect myself And leave it all behind Day after day The extreme silence still Kills me It's Kills me (yeah) But you tell me That I'm not alone And you say that We're all on your side But I can't feel you 'cause my heart is broken Why can't you show some decency to me?
3.
Desire 03:44
How long is it gonna be 'Til you call out my name? Trying to help you out Is driving me insane Don't you feel the connection That I feel? My desire to know you Won't stay still You can go and hide All your life But you'll get nowhere fast And sink to the bottom Or you can open the door To how it was before Oh how it was before 'cause I just can't ignore this This is long overdue I've got lots to say to you I've missed you then And I'm missing you now And I just want to Breathe in the same air Just take that leap of faith You can go and hide All your life But you'll get nowhere fast And sink to the bottom Or you can open the door To how it was before Oh how it was before 'cause I just can't ignore this
4.
Miasma 03:52
There's a coldness That haunts my timeline It's getting darker every day Consuming our souls Like we have a debt to pay But I don't know why My younger self would say that "It's okay, it's just a phase" But I still misbehaved Miasma You blocked me from getting through Miasma Don't you want to see what we can do? In the future Will you still be here? Or will you hide And run away I'll try to find you And bring you back to me But I don't know why My younger self would say that "It's okay, it's just a phase" But I let you walk away Miasma You blocked me from getting through Miasma Don't you want to see what we can do? Miasma You blocked me from getting through Miasma Don't you want to see what we can do? Miasma You blocked me from getting through Miasma Don't you want to see what we- See what we can do?
5.
I don't know what it is I'm just a kid full of emotion And it's not okay with me (yeah) All I do is break your heart But I just want to get off this ride And I want to bring you happiness But it goes really fast Yeah it goes really fast I don't want to keep going in circles (yeah) But it goes really fast Yeah it goes really fast I need your help to get off this Rollercoaster I'm beginning to realise That all of this emptiness inside of me Was just because I was too blind to see Even though it's all said and done I wish you all the best and I hope that You find your comfort and rest But it goes really fast Yeah it goes really fast I don't want to keep going in circles (yeah) But it goes really fast Yeah it goes really fast I need your help to get off this Rollercoaster You keep telling me that it's not my fault then what is it? What do I believe when the smile on your face is frowning? You lose your cool yet you re-assure but your world is spinning I just need sometime to clear up my mind but it's missing It goes really fast, Yeah it goes really fast I need your help to get off this Rollercoaster But it goes really fast Yeah it goes really fast I don't want to keep going in circles (yeah) But it goes really fast Yeah it goes really fast I need your help to get off this Rollercoaster (Yeah) I need your help to get off this I need your help to get off this I need your help to get off this Rollercoaster I need your help to get off this I need your help to get off this I need your help to get off this Rollercoaster

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"EIDOLON" delves into multiple themes such as love, alienation and technology. The overarching story is about feeling detached from the current physical world. Simultaneously, it talks about our lives being on a trajectory towards a very scary digital world. One that is consuming our very life-force.

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released June 26, 2020

Joshua Dickinson

Special Thanks to:
Derrick Lin
Jen Tran
Krystal Pua
Tyson Jheng
Htay Zaw Lin

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Awkward Convos Sydney, Australia

💬 I write songs about the universe 🪐 (and people that have left me on read lol) 🧞‍♀️

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